Aftertaste

It’s crazy  how intense  something can be.  I didn’t know  that your smile would feel like an anchor tied around my feet.  I wanted to fight it, But instead I drowned in it. 

I thought my heart would be safe in your hands, until I realized  I had given the most private part of me to someone who had  no plans of keeping it  out of the fire.

I'm afraid that one day you're going to wake up, and realise I'm not what you want anymore. And that terrifies me more than anything else.