Nectar
You will never know the courage it took to look you in the eyes and tell you I am not happy. How much of me it took to let all my fears trickle out from my fingertips and fall into your lap like honey spilling down your shirt. And when I did, you told me " Everybody has pain". So i watched you swipe your own fingers into my feelings and lick them like a sticky mess you wanted gone. And I finally learnt what it felt like to be abandoned by people I called friends.